...it stopped at 8...

March is a very trying month for me. It seems that I am fighting to stay alive and survive the ordeal.

When I thought I was safe...my guess was wrong. :(

My LOVE juz died today..It was hard to swallow and think. My thoughts are so jumbled up that I am juz not myself...We juz turned 8 and had plans for our future but I guess it wasn't our destiny...My heart broke into pieces and I know it hurts as much too for the other person...I dind't mean to make you cry...it was never my intention...I'm having a hard time too...

I don't blame anyone except myself for leading so many people on and broke their hearts...I'm just not that kind of person and I'm truly sorry for what I've done.

I will take it in stride whatever that might befall on me cos I know that I made a huge mistake..

It hurts too...

Only time will heal our sadness and disappointments ...Life has to go on..