Tested...and its disheartening...

Today have been a trying day for me. People around me just don't make me feel appreciated. It feels like I am this doll who always follows their orders cos dolls wouldn't have any feelings. That's sad.

Have been trying to speak my mind but there is always a roadblock and its frustrating. To control my emotions and not let it show was the hardest part.

Everytime it has always kept me thinking whether I should follow what is right for my life right now...

:(